Random Thoughts O.O
Jun 10, 2026
What am i doing?
Sometimes I think I've figured things out, only for it to twist and turn on me. Right now, I'm finding new ways of navigating life. I see things differently as we all do. Sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm doing enough. That no matter how hard I try to change my ways, I keep offending others regardless. Sometimes I cannot tell when others are trying to change me to fit into their mold.
I've been unmasking a lot recently and I feel like I'm lost. It all happened slowly then all at once. So I'm trying to find what works for me...
My Brain...
Jun 13, 2026
Me time?
What does it mean to actually relax? I've been asking myself that forever!! I know what it means to be lazy, but what's it like to actually relax?
Wellll today I chose that to be what I do . . . figure out how to relax and take my time. It seems like I haven't had time to actually regulate my nervous system. I don't think being in bed all day would make things any better for me. So, I'm actually choosing to take up space in PUBLIC. That's something I don't do often because . . . people lol.
Perhaps this is the way i figure out how i should be taking care of myself
. Here's my itinerary for today:
- Gym ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
- Sit inside a coffee shop and look busy (sooo basically rn lol)
- Walk around the mall (try not to buy anything ＞﹏＜)
- Pottery painting (perhaps go to the library instead)
- Walmart/Target run
All of that in a comfortable baggy outfit! q(≧▽≦q)
I finally realized I have free will to enjoy life on my own. And so far, it's been doing me well. I want to be happy (even if it's a temporary emotion) with myself so that I can be happy with others.
As a person who needs space, this works well and for those of you that fall in that same category, you should try it too. 🙃
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